*Sigh* Just Want to Relax Right Now..

"What is up with you? Stay up all night? Party all night?" asked my dad.
Yeah, sitting alone in my nerd room playing Minecraft while listening to some of the Final Fantasy Piano Collections... Definitely partying all night..
After giving me a little more attitude he said, "Whatever," and walked away.

I can understand my Dad's concern as a parent, but he just gets upset when he doesn't get his way sometimes.. My mom and I were planning on going to Ikea tomorrow morning to pick up some shelves for all the vinyl albums laying around and my dad said that we have to fix cars tomorrow, but I told him I couldn't. Whenever I have plans that conflict with his car-fixing schedule he gets a little pissy. Honestly I don't mind helping him fix cars, but dealing with his attitude and short temper can be a pain.

Lately for some reason I've just felt like staying at home and keeping to myself. I just want a day where I can just sit back and relax. Like, the entire day. I usually prioritize going out and socializing with friends along with chores and helping my dad, so even though I have a lot a free time, I haven't actually had any days to myself yet. Whenever I do have days to myself though, my dad tries to take advantage of it. Sometimes I don't mind because there's a lot of work to get done, but sometimes I wish I could just sit back and do nothing. And that's how've I've been feeling lately.

Unfortunately we have like 5 cars on our driveway right now. The garage is full, and we have a couple cars parked at the end of the neighborhood. It literally looks like we have a party in front of our house everyday. The rate at which my dad receives these at-home jobs is pretty random, and I guess he just happens to have A LOT of cars to fix right now. Since I'm always helping him now, it sucks that he drags me in on it. My assistance is almost mandatory now, and if I don't help (or if I'm unavailable) he tries to guilt trip me. It kinda sucks, but I'm really in no position to complain because this is the only way I make any sort of money. I guess this is what I get for being an unemployed lazy-ass. But even if I did have a job, my dad would still have me help him fix cars. Except I don't think he'd get as pissy when I'm unavailable to help due to work. Bleh whatevs, I'm gonna go back and play Minecraft.